I’m always telling my friends to move on, yet I can’t do it myself. I’m not sure why I can’t bring myself to get over you. I guess it’s because you made me the happiest that I’ve been in such a long time.. but then in a quick instant, that happiness got taken away when you left me with no explanation. I’m so stuck on you that I can’t even imagine talking to anyone else. I just want you.
Nights like these are days I wish I had someone I could just have a conversation with. Just expressing every thought that pops in my head. Just venting, letting everything out. Without getting judged! I haven’t had a day like that in a very long time and I would love to have one very soon if not, now?
I hate it when some guys CONSTANTLY reblog pictures of girls.
They’re setting up expectations without saying anything. It’s like they’re saying “If you don’t look like her, I won’t date you”. That just hurts. It’s like you want me to look just like them. I’m sorry that I can’t look just as pretty as those girls that constantly get compliments from people that say that they are gorgeous, beautiful, fine, sexy, etc.
It will always be there. Even if you just say it’s nothing anymore. It is something, it could change a lot. The past is the past, but that doesn’t mean you won’t look back on it. The past is never gone.
Constantly looking through my contacts wondering who to call. Already gone through it about 6 times, still not knowing who. Everyone is so busy now, they have someone else, they ignore my call, so what’s the point? It’s hard for me not to sleep without having a long conversation on the phone before I go to bed. It keeps me up for hours if I don’t. I don’t have a significant other nor do I have those kinds of friends that have their time for me. I’m so..alone.
I wish he’d just call tonight. I miss hearing his voice.