that’d be completely boring. you know? already knowing how people are like because they could be exactly like me. i mean, it’s nice to have some things in common here & there so we can relate to things. but everything? that’s so boring. you wouldn’t be able to go get to know them. i love those long adventures learning more & more about someone, then getting close to them. it’s more fun to get to know them rather then already knowing them already. makes it worthwhile.
So many people say “Oh, i want the perfect boyfriend/girlfriend.”
You’re not perfect, so why should you deserve someone perfect? It’s not to be rude or anything. When you’re setting your expectations so high, you’re going to get let down VERY easily, so why do that to yourself? And, when you’re looking for someone with the many qualities you want, you’re really just eliminating everyone, and you’ll end up alone and unhappy. I’m not saying settle for less than what you deserve, no! NEVER do that. I’m saying, learn to be realistic with your expectations.
No, I’m not LOOKING for another relationship. If love is to enter my life at this time, well it can find me chillin’ on the side-lines living my life with my friends and family. I’m not going to go out and look for someone. If you want me, you can come and try to get me. But, I’m not on the search. I’ll let life hit me with someone if it wants to.
It’s getting preeeeeeetty long. But EVERY SINGLE TIME i cut it, i always seem to regret it after. I’m like, ‘OMG it’s too short.’ I freak out and make a BIG deal out of it. And i can’t get over it for days.
you should expect me confronting you. When I go and confront you, you better have a good reason for lying to me. If you don’t, you better man-up and take responsibility for your dumb action. What I hate more than people lying to me, is people lying to me then trying to make up excuse after excuse to save their butt. It won’t work, and it’ll just piss me off.
Day 1: 10 things about you Day 2: 10 things you love Day 3: 10 things you hate Day 4: 10 things you want to say to one person Day 5: 10 wishes Day 6: 10 items you can’t live without Day 7: 10 important people Day 8: 10 of your favorite songs Day 9: 10 ways to win your heart Day 10: Final 10 words.
But I just, I feel alone. There’s this feeling of dread inside of me. It’s keeping me up. It’s an unhappy feeling. I need something to fill my heart up. It’s empty, that’s what’s wrong with me. This straight sucks. I hate being a hopeless romantic. I hate wanting love. I hate it a lot.
have you ever felt some sort of aching in your chest? a tightness in your tummy? then you start to get dizzy, your head is spinning. that’s the feeling you get when something big is about to happen, that you can’t handle. and you know you can’t.
so tell me, how does one prepare for an emotional hurricane that is clearly approaching?
I honestly miss everything. I miss YOU. Remember when we’d talk everyday ? -Even when it was just as friends. That’s what i miss the most. Now that we barely even talk to eachother, i feel incomplete. Things just aren’t the same, it isn’t right. I’m not saying that we should try to be something more again. Yeah, we had a thing in the past. But I just want to be friends again. I thought you wanted that too? I just need you in my life again, and the least we can be is friends.