Have you ever made so many memories with a person, but they were all you had of them? Doesn’t it sometimes hurt to think that things will never be the same? That you can’t share anymore good times with that person. And all you have left to do is either look back at those memories or just erase them from your memory? Well i’m going to move on. Let go and forget about those memories. Because they’re causing too much pain.
First of all, fuck you. I don’t hate you or anything. It’s actually the opposite. But FUCK YOU. You lied to me. And got my hopes up. You broke your promises, and left. I wish i never knew you. I wish you never sent that first text. I wish i never replied. I wish we never started talking. I wish we stayed strangers in the first place. Why? Because we would end up the same way anyway. Was i just a waste of your time? Will you miss me? Even just a little. It really hurts to even think about being forgotten by you. Don’t worry about me though. I’ll be fine. I’ll move on. I promise. But it won’t be easy. Getting over someone you truly cared about is probably one of the worst things. Because what if you don’t want to let go? Even though i feel the regret of knowing you, there’s a little part inside of me feeling glad that i met you. Feeling happy that i got to share those memories with you. But then all of a sudden, i start to think of what you’ve caused. Pain. Tears. It literally hurts, because i trusted you. You WERE worth it. i don’t know about now though. So let me say this one last time. I love you. But fuck you.
Oh, and you’re the reason why i’m fucking grounded. Thanks.