It’s like, I have no energy to talk to anyone except you. I get lazy to text everyone else back, but I reply to you as soon as possible. Phone calls with them last 5 minutes. Phone calls with you last 5 hours. You have all my attention. Its only you.
I tell myself that I’m done, that I’m moving forward. But I seem to keep bringing you along with me. I can’t let go. It’s something I can’t even handle. One way or the other, I can’t be completely done with it.