I want to forget. This pain I’m feeling, its no longer a choice. It’s uncontrollable. I try my best not to think about you. About everything we had. But everything leads back to you. I can’t avoid it. And it’s your fault. Why? Why did you bother to stay for just a little while, when you would end up leaving. You gave up, while i wanted to hold on and try. It’s not fair. I want to let go, but something is pulling me back.